This Is My Addiction

It started early; and it started without me realizing it.

I had a friend, who in hindsight, was the worst influence on me.  I regret ever being his friend as nothing good came out that relationship.  The Devil made himself known to me, and I did not know it.  This is the worst because you cannot resist him.

This addiction became a way of life for me, as self pleasuring was impossible not to do at some point.

I wanted it to stop.  I did not want to be slave to the feelings of the physical world.

Although years have passed and I still continue to practice self stimulation (although with more temperance than ever), I know that it is partly not my fault as a life changing experience occurred in the early stages of my life.

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